Nyampah.
...aku sedih, tauk. Aku gak mau sedih. Tapi aku sedih. Kamu jahat.
..friends in solitude
2007-07-25
2007-07-18
TIDAK USAH REPOT-REPOT UNTUK MENCOBA MEMAHAMI PIKIRAN SEORANG PEREMPUAN #02
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Jema : “Halo, Ar”
Ario : “Hey, Ma. Lemes amat?”
Jema : “Iya, nih. Ibarat kata Rossa: tak ada gairah”
Ario : “Kenapa, babe? Si Heumh ya?”
Jema : “He’s missing”
Ario : “Missing? Maksudnya?”
Jema : “Ga ada kabar berita hari ini”
Ario : “Jangan-jangan loe udah kesengsem sama dia?”
Jema : “Ga taulah..”
Ario : “Darling.. He’s not even your type!”
Jema : “I know. But there are things that more important than small eyes and
dark skin”
Ario : “Misalnya?”
Jema : “His point of view”
Ario : “Ini bukan Jema yang gue kenal. Kenapa loe bisa begini?”
Jema : “Mungkin gue menjadi lebih dewasa, Ar?”
Ario : “Atau mungkin loe cuma jatuh cinta”
Jema : “Nggak. Nggak. Gue nggak berani bilang gue jatuh cinta”
Ario : “Nah lantas? Kalau jadi galau karena ga ada kabar berita begini apa
namanya?”
Jema : “Mungkin gue sekedar kangen aja sama dia”
Ario : “Bukannya kalau kangen itu pertanda orang jatuh cinta ya?”
Jema : “Belum tentu”
Ario : “Kalian kaum hawa memang sulit dimengerti. Complicated”
Jema : “Awalnya mungkin perempuan tampak complicated. Tapi pas
perempuan sudah mulai bikin situasi gampang dimengerti, justru si
laki-laki yang biasanya bikin keadaan jadi complicated”
Ario : “Nah kan, rumit. Ketemuan aja, yuk. Kita curhat”
Jema : “Nggak ah. Gue lagi ga mau curhat”
Ario : “Lah terus?”
Jema : “I’ll try to figure everything out by myself”
Ario : “Dasar perempuan. Aneh”
Jema : “Bye, darling”
Ario : “Bye”.
Klik.
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Jema : “Halo, Ar”
Ario : “Hey, Ma. Lemes amat?”
Jema : “Iya, nih. Ibarat kata Rossa: tak ada gairah”
Ario : “Kenapa, babe? Si Heumh ya?”
Jema : “He’s missing”
Ario : “Missing? Maksudnya?”
Jema : “Ga ada kabar berita hari ini”
Ario : “Jangan-jangan loe udah kesengsem sama dia?”
Jema : “Ga taulah..”
Ario : “Darling.. He’s not even your type!”
Jema : “I know. But there are things that more important than small eyes and
dark skin”
Ario : “Misalnya?”
Jema : “His point of view”
Ario : “Ini bukan Jema yang gue kenal. Kenapa loe bisa begini?”
Jema : “Mungkin gue menjadi lebih dewasa, Ar?”
Ario : “Atau mungkin loe cuma jatuh cinta”
Jema : “Nggak. Nggak. Gue nggak berani bilang gue jatuh cinta”
Ario : “Nah lantas? Kalau jadi galau karena ga ada kabar berita begini apa
namanya?”
Jema : “Mungkin gue sekedar kangen aja sama dia”
Ario : “Bukannya kalau kangen itu pertanda orang jatuh cinta ya?”
Jema : “Belum tentu”
Ario : “Kalian kaum hawa memang sulit dimengerti. Complicated”
Jema : “Awalnya mungkin perempuan tampak complicated. Tapi pas
perempuan sudah mulai bikin situasi gampang dimengerti, justru si
laki-laki yang biasanya bikin keadaan jadi complicated”
Ario : “Nah kan, rumit. Ketemuan aja, yuk. Kita curhat”
Jema : “Nggak ah. Gue lagi ga mau curhat”
Ario : “Lah terus?”
Jema : “I’ll try to figure everything out by myself”
Ario : “Dasar perempuan. Aneh”
Jema : “Bye, darling”
Ario : “Bye”.
Klik.
2007-07-10
Someone’s Someone Special
Oh yet another thing to think about. Well, actually don’t have to think about it. But somehow, I make myself keep thinking about it. And I hate the fact that sometimes I enjoy to think about it.
How long, how long?
How much time I have to spend
To finally find out the meanings
Of the little this, of the slight that?
I mean
If I’m not that special, why bother?
Maybe I’m just another project on your schedule.
Thank you to put me in your agenda. But feeling needs more effort than that.
Or maybe I should repeat the words “I don’t hold on to the tail of your kite” - just like Tori Amos – over and over again? Until I can make myself believe in those words. Until I can just pass it by and don’t care about what’s in your mind anymore.
Though I always believe it is normal if everyone sometimes want to be someone’s someone special.
Oh yet another thing to think about. Well, actually don’t have to think about it. But somehow, I make myself keep thinking about it. And I hate the fact that sometimes I enjoy to think about it.
How long, how long?
How much time I have to spend
To finally find out the meanings
Of the little this, of the slight that?
I mean
If I’m not that special, why bother?
Maybe I’m just another project on your schedule.
Thank you to put me in your agenda. But feeling needs more effort than that.
Or maybe I should repeat the words “I don’t hold on to the tail of your kite” - just like Tori Amos – over and over again? Until I can make myself believe in those words. Until I can just pass it by and don’t care about what’s in your mind anymore.
Though I always believe it is normal if everyone sometimes want to be someone’s someone special.
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