..friends in solitude

2007-01-16

The Waiting Game

Kenapa aku menunggu? Kenapa aku tidak ditunggu? Atau aku memang ditunggu tapi aku tak tahu? Mungkin aku cuma tak tahu kalau aku ditunggu.

Temukan aku.
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W h y l o n e l y. L o n e l y.

I enjoy your attention. But it makes me weaker. I’m getting scared of falling again. Because each time you’re away, I always feel lonely. I’m tired of guessing.

I just need to feel that someone’s really there to take care of me. To watch over me. Maybe you’re still thinking. And I’m still waiting for the sign.

Meanwhile, I’ll try to fight this lonely feeling.

2007-01-02

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
The Five Factor Personality Test