WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE

I was thinking..

I used to love this man. Really. He was what I lived for. Even until few days ago, I still think that he was one of the best I’ve ever had. But now, everything is just an old dreary story I don’t even want to hear anymore.

My consciousness began on a Saturday evening. His words, made me mad and laugh at the same time. I know he never understands my feelings. Not back then, not at the present. But I never thought that he sees me that low. How can he came up with those words? Thinking that I was going to meddle with his love life? No. Sorry, but no. I have better things to do.

He was always been irrational. But I never thought that he is so shallow.

Wake up and smell the coffee, you are not that special anymore.



[this is what happen when you’re trying to be nice to a red nose retardo]

MENUNTASKAN KEPENASARAN


Kalau waktu itu gue nembak loe, loe terima ga?

*agak terkejut dengan pertanyaan ajaib itu*

Nggak. Karena gue tau ujung-ujungnya loe ga bisa ninggalin dia :).. Betul?

*menunggu*

Belum tentu juga. Kalau waktu itu loe bisa bikin gue lebih happy, why not.

*what the...?*

Well.. Yang lalu biarlah berlalu mari kita jelang hari baru.. Amin.. Hehe..

*(maybe) he's smiling*

Amen to that.


[ Selamat menempuh hidup baru. Kota baru. Kerjaan baru. Anak baru. ]

COME AND MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU..

Yang paling menyiksa adalah, bukan patah hati, atau cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan. Bukan berpisah dengan seseorang yang paling dicintai. Bukan pula dikhianati kekasih.

Yang paling menyiksa adalah perasaan rindu akan jatuh cinta, rindu akan memberikan perhatian pada seseorang, rindu untuk merindukan seseorang. Tanpa ada seorangpun untuk berbagi perasaan yang sama.

Eid Mubarak!

Forgive this strange inconstancy of soul, the face that distorted in a jungle pool that drowns its image in a mort of leaves.

Kullu 'aamin wa antum bikhairin. Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum, taqqabal Ya Karim.